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就像每次因为某些原因要写一些P一样的小结时，一开头难免要用一些诸如“时光飞逝”、“转眼之间”此类的词汇来做个开头，于是，介于我已经真的一年多没有来写过博客了，我要说，时间过得真快，上一篇博客居然是写于2008年8月的。现在，我回来了！

 

虽说很多事情是因为我自己太过挑剔、想法太多而变得复杂，面对这个社会，我其实离说“站稳脚步”这几个字都还有十万八千里之远，但不得不承认，对于一个已经实足25岁的男性来说，该是花时间筹划下自己的未来了。说心里话，现在的我，很没底。

 

做咱们这行的，弄到最后还是要有点关系，若不是师父一直眷顾和领导的信任，光靠自己是很难走到今天这一步的。也叫是老天帮我，让我瞎猫碰死耗子好歹开发了点客户，因为之前的摸爬滚打的对于部分业务也稍加熟悉，虽然我不知道师傅一直说我思路清楚，脑子聪明究竟是为啥（因为直到今天，一直很难忘记小学老师的评语，我是个笨鸟先飞的孩子），但是多多少少对于这份工作我开始上手了。下一步怎么走，不知道？除了做事卖力点，做人低调点，处事成熟点，态度稳重点以外，太多的东西是我无法所操控的。我知道师傅很帮我，但我自己也得争气做出点事情来，至少尽可能的不能再给她增加麻烦，不能让领导觉得挑错了人。

 

新的行长，其实是以前口中的“小领导”，从下周开始，她就是我的大老板了。虽然未来大老板凶起来很吓人，但是不得不佩服起业务能力、公关能力、领导能力都很强悍，虽然以前也被凶过，但还是觉得跟着她会比较有前途。我师傅也就不说了，从她身上学到了很多东西，一直以来有太多地方需要谢谢她，所以接下去，真的得好好干。对于新的办公室里的同事，除去老同志和我师傅外，其实也就是一个小朋友，但人家是资源型客户经理，家里环境也不错，刚来公司部一个星期，门口一辆帕萨特已经停好了。而我呢，拿了照除了去泰兴那伙碰了下车之外，就没摸过方向盘。本来想年底该买车了，但仔细想想，还是对不住了，考虑下现实需求，想买房……说到这，不得不说，真的是能力有限啊，看中了一套房子，房东报价到手140W，我首付加上一系列手续费、税费大概要花33W左右才能拿下，更不用说，80W行员贷款还不够用，如果剩余可以用公积金贷款的话，估计每月还得还4、5K，按照现有的能力，压力好大，大概只有1%的希望最终我会拿下这套房了。

 

没办法，谁叫我是一个向往独立的人，想要自己的生活，没有约束，自由自在。

 

但是回头又想，是不是有点操之过急……

 

到股市里再赚一点吧，纵然风险和收益共存。其次生活还是不能影响的……

 

不管如何，还是要努力的活着。

 

如果不是那么心浮气躁，如果不是想法太多，如果不是要面对现实的生活，如果有足够的时间，我想去深造，或者去报名CFA……

 

 

最后，还是祝自己好运吧。

 

 

今早上班下地铁，正巧看到这样两位先生的如下举动：

一个，西装笔挺，左手提着公文包，右手拿着地铁免费取阅的时代报，出站前，把刚才看完的报纸扔进经过的垃圾箱；

一个，也是西装笔挺，同样左手提着公文包，右手拿着地铁里免费取阅的时代报，出站前，把刚才看完的报纸放回了该站地铁的报纸派送架。

 

那个派送架和出口旁的垃圾箱差了不到三米，故意地撇了一眼，架子上也就只有第二位先生留下的一份报纸而已。

 

 

 

It is really common that we meet kinds of difficulities in everyday life. Sometimes we conquer all of them while sometimes we move back. I believe nobody wants to give up what he really want at the very beginning even if the target is really hard to achieve. However, not everyone could always  keep on and insist on what he believes at first. So, some of them choose to make a compromise.

 

For now, I am wondering,hesitating or somewhat regreting.

Although I am such an optimistic guy who like to keep silly smile everyday even under great pressure. For these days, I cannot smile like that.

Although I am so conficent I am better than most of other relative collegues or mates, for now, I am kind of lost in my way. Sometimes, I ask myself, am I really afford to this kind of wired situation. This occupation, this society, and these people are far more complicated than I thought before even I had once thought about it so seriously. Do we have to be this complicated everyday?

 

Kind of pathetic~ That's human, that's life.

 

I keep myself moving on. I don't want give up so easily, though I got tired.

I want to achieve sth, make some progresses, but not that easy as spoken.

 

Life is tragic, maybe it is true.

Sometimes, we have to make a compromise becaues that is what life teaches us.

 

Fortunately, still I've got sth precious enough to comfort my weakened heart. To some extent, I am being most happy.

 

 

 

To all my friends concerned in last dinner-together,

espcially to Amy,

I am really sorry for not being able to coming up. I promise this is the first time and I really hope this should be the last time that I missed the date with you guys.

I believe that all of you know that something happens to me these days. But you do not know something unhappy happened in the past several days. It is my fault for not being able to make everything perfect. Actually I made it somewhat getting worse. If u would give me another chance, I pormise you will know he is not such person as you know or you may thought of for what you saw yesterday. Sam is really a good guy. I wished he could have been your friends and shared our happiness together. Unfortunately, he was not ready yet. To some extent, he would love to come.But as I've already mentioned yesterday, I made things get worse. Although I might have realized that yesterday was not a good chance, I sitll insisted what I want which made things stupid.

Thank you for Amy's warm-heartedly invitation to Sam, he actually felt our sincereness.

Thank you for Sed, Elvis, Charlie and his girl friend, to have you around is always my great fortune.

 

Again,sorry for yesterday. 

 

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