It is really common that we meet kinds of difficulities in everyday life. Sometimes we conquer all of them while sometimes we move back. I believe nobody wants to give up what he really want at the very beginning even if the target is really hard to achieve. However, not everyone could always  keep on and insist on what he believes at first. So, some of them choose to make a compromise.

 

For now, I am wondering,hesitating or somewhat regreting.

Although I am such an optimistic guy who like to keep silly smile everyday even under great pressure. For these days, I cannot smile like that.

Although I am so conficent I am better than most of other relative collegues or mates, for now, I am kind of lost in my way. Sometimes, I ask myself, am I really afford to this kind of wired situation. This occupation, this society, and these people are far more complicated than I thought before even I had once thought about it so seriously. Do we have to be this complicated everyday?

 

Kind of pathetic~ That's human, that's life.

 

I keep myself moving on. I don't want give up so easily, though I got tired.

I want to achieve sth, make some progresses, but not that easy as spoken.

 

Life is tragic, maybe it is true.

Sometimes, we have to make a compromise becaues that is what life teaches us.

 

Fortunately, still I've got sth precious enough to comfort my weakened heart. To some extent, I am being most happy.